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im fucking in some serious need of a drink. im craving it and its not here. KILLME. im also not too sure where i went wrong. I fucking can't wait for summer ohEIIIGHT - fortmack with my brother it is. he plans on paying my collage and buying me a pink H3? wooot - how i love him. <3
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[16 Jul 2006|04:36pm] |
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im so fucking messed up. i havent updated this thing in so long and all of a sudden, i want to again. maybe i need a fucking drink. soon enough - i guess. maybe the only thing keeping me sane the last few weeks are sher and soleil, my world. yesterday was an extreamly bad day, and today isnt much better. i fucking miss my brother - like with all of my heart. and im so fucking sick of living my summer without him. hes always been there, i was never without him and now BOOM - all of a sudden, my life is like hell. matthews a fucking dickhead and thinks its okay to prove it to everyone. go ahead buddy, im not the one who looks like an arse, you are. my parents like to complain that im never home, which in return, is the truth. my house is so fucking empty without shane, and i cant see to get over him not being here. working isnt what i thought it would be, its more. i love it sometimes but hate it other ; last night being a prime example. maybe i dont hate it, maybe i just hate people, or rude people i should say. i think its time for a change in my life, but the only thing is - i dont know what that change it. i think i should figure it out before i make any drastic changes. on the final note - the only reason im still alive is because of these two people - sher macdougall and soleil carmicheal. thank you, loves. you've made my life amazing <33 on a better note, im outta here& i'll write sometime. soooooorry for ranting - i needed to
kristinMULLINS* <3
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yesterday, i came home from dancing only to find three fire trucks, police and an ambulance in front of my house. my next door neighbor was Wrecked and said he saw "sparks" coming out of our chimney, where we had a fire burning in the fireplace below. so when I walked in my BEDROOM there was like 4 fire men standing there checkin for the "fire" meanwhile, me and melyssa were weak because there really wasnt a fire and all the neighbors were gathered around my house looking for a "fire" oh man. what a night. hahaha, the street was blocked off and everything. so thats my interesting story of what happened this weekend.
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